my daily life ; simple like a retro pop song

& Baby ; Drugs.

能不能給我一首歌的時間 緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠 在我的懷裡 不用太多失眠 如果你想忘記我也能適應 能不能給我一首歌的時間 把故事聽到最后才說再見 你送我的眼淚 讓他留在雨天 如果你懷疑一心的依然勇氣當作鄙夷 你說我不該不該不該在這時候說了我愛你 要怎麼証明我沒有說謊的力氣.請告訴我 而暫停算不算放棄 我隻有那一天的回憶

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Suppose that I missed you. Suppose that I care & suppose that spent all my nights running scared. & suppose, that I was never there. In my eyes I’m screaming for the sight of you. & tonight I’m dreaming of all the things that we’ve been through & I can’t hold on to you so I guess I’ll be lonely too.

So you see, this world doesn’t matter to me. I’ll give up all I had just to breathe the same air as you till the day that I die I can’t take my eyes off of you. I fuck miss you boy. I just can’t fuck lie to myself nor hide my feelings away from you anymore. How’re you lately? Update me more about you please? GEEZ.

And till now, he’s still the one I want & I need. I know I might not be the only one for you but you’re the only one for me. It still remains the same. Blah, never mind. Just forget about it. You don’t even bother about it.

Spending an hours plus talking crap with baka just now. Baka, I miss him. ): !

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain. & no matter where I go it’s always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories. Both perfect and in pain. & all I wanna do is love you. But I’m the only one to blame.

Happy birthday to you boy. ):

“ Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.. How can it be true? Somebody to keep the dream alive..The dream I found in you..I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me..But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side.. “

Lardedum ! Jay Chou latest album is with me right now ! Super duper happy can ! Don’t be jealous because I got it before it out at the market ! Be patient !

Went out to Ou with Kathleen Tang today. Had late lunch at Sushi Zanmai. Food there are way way better then Sushi King ! Watched Money not enough use ! Like finally ! Was late for movie cause of some technical problem happened at Sushi Zanmai when we’re about to pay our bill ! Hot guys ineeded yo Kathleen Tang !

Just so you know, stalker is back in actions ! You think I’m afraid of you? Kiss my ass yo ! I’m pretty happy that you read my blog days and nights ! I know that I live a better life then you ! Trying to seek some attention from my loves one? I’m sorry that she loves me more then you. And I totally understand the feeling of feeling lonely all night without a friends beside you. I’m sorry that can’t help you. You makes thing goes this way. Go and mix all the oddly friends of yours. (:

Losing a friend to me is just a natural matter. It’s worth losintg a friend that makes your life mesetable. I live my life for myself. I got the right to choose who to be with and not. It’s alright that you want to walk away. Never will I gonna stop you for walking away. Because things change and friends leave. But life doesn’t stop for anybody. Take care yourself my dearest friend.

& I love life like this.

So then, went to Barcelona last Friday with Lance, Pink, Ah Bi, Momo & Calvin’s gang. Suppose to throw a surprise party for my dearest Kathleen Tang. But sadly, it screwed up. Thanks to the heartbreaker. Or maybe not. Owh well, there’s always next time. Night life without Kathleen Tang is so geez. Gah ! Had dinner with Lance and Pink before clubbing. Beef noodles is the bomb ! Thanks Lance for the rides ! Sorry for the low quality pictures ! Din’t tag my camera along that day !

Gary is coming down this Friday. Encryption gathering this Friday ! (; !

还记得吗,窗外那被月光染亮的海洋. 你还记得吗.是爱让彼此把夜点亮. 为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖. 曾经朗朗星空,渐渐阴霾. 心碎离开,转身回到最初荒凉里等待. 为了寂寞,是否找个人填心中空白. 我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人. 今后各自曲折,各自悲哀. 只怪我们爱得那么汹涌,爱得那么深. 于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了,却回不了神. 如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂. 也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦.

世上最熟悉的陌生人 ; ykl.

Trails is officially over. Was suppose to go have fun tomorrow. But then, just fucking forget about it. My mood is totally ruined. Thanks to all my so called dearies. I will just spent my whole fucking week at home and maple. Less stress, less worries, less problems. Fuck myself up for treating all of you fucking good till all of you fucking just claim over my head. Note to self, never will I gonna fucking treat a single of you nice anymore.

Went out with Lance & Pink yesterday. Had lunch at Gasoline Cafe. Drama happened over there. I hate Ah Beng’s song. And I hate Gasoline for the every first time. Service is going down plus I just can’t stand all the Ah Beng & Ah Lian over there. After that, had our cheong-K section. It was a last minutes plan tou. And guess what? Lance can sing really well. Pink & I are fucking in love with his sexy voice ! Time with my hubby and wife are always the best !

Gary is coming down next week. Pray hard that Sean and David will tag along. So then, my holidays won’t be that lifeless.

FYI, I swear all over my body that I will not fucking set up any plans for you fuckers holidays. Because you fuckers always have all of the fucking opinion of your fucking self which fucking turns my mood off and you can just fucking fuck off of my life. Don’t fucking regret? Hell no. I’m pretty fine off with you fuckers. Life’s much more easier without you fuckers anyways. You can just go fuck yourself up for the whole entire weeks. Have fun and buh-bye ! (:

” 还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑,微微笑 小时候的梦我知道. 不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑,乡间的歌谣永远的依靠.回家吧,回到最初的美好..”

Went to Ou with Kathleen & Ivy last Saturday. Had lunch at Burger King and camwhored at Toy’R'Us !

Went down to Time Square with Kathleen last last Saturday to get my lappy ! Chilled down at Starbucks and had our super syok sendiri sections there ! Blame on her but not me !

Went pasat malam with Kathleen last Monday. The couple shirt day ! Red top and White bottom ! Sue us !

Went out to SS2 yumchar with Kathleen today. Syok sendiri at my house AGAIN.

Kathleen Tang Zi Hui, you’re freaking stooooooooooooooooopid ! (; !

It’s been a long time since I’ve seen the good happy, but I’m glad I feel that way. But still, there are other problems that I just can’t ignore no matter how hard I try to. Ah, I know my mood is just like a rollar coster.

I’m sorry for the lack of updates recently, because I’m busy gaming, working and of course studying. I know, maple might mean some childish shit to most of you out there. But hack cares, I fucking love this game and I enjoy it. And I totally agree with Shirley that spending time with maple buddies is always better with real life friends. Expect Kathleen Tang Zi Hui.

Suppose to go Barcelona for Wei Lim’s birthday celebration yesterday night. But I can’t make it in the very last minutes. I’m sorry Wei Lim. Next time kays ! Anyways, Happy birthday to you ! I know you do enjoy your birthday party !

Went out for lunch with Lance & Pink on Saturday ! Had lunch at Sushi King ! Our favourite ! Both of them are my sushi kaki’s ! First time meeting Lance. Not a bad person but a careless person ! Nearly had car accident when on the way back to SS2. Stupid boy spent nearly RM150 on Acash that day. Went to INC after that. Lance, please please please. Next time when you drive don’t talk. You know how careless yourself are. And please, bring a map before you come out so then you won’t get lost next time. Married on the 22 of September !

Suppose to Penang with Pink on the 30th of Sept. But then, I couldn’t make it. What a waste I can says. But there’s always next time right Pink ! Can’t wait to go Singapore with you and Lance ! Or maybe I should says our next outing ! SUSHI ! And I just realise that I don’t have a pictures with you and Lance ! Must take pictures on our next outing ! More gossip about old woman on our next outing !

After a week slacking at home. Tomorrow is the day for me to back to school. I know you peeps miss me lots.

& I love you, Darren.