I’m all the way back in love with drum again. It’s funny that I can still play drum after not touching it for ages. I don’t know. I think playing music is the best way to release out my pressure. And just so you know, another song completed today. I wonder if anyone out there would actually like to take a look of those songs that I wrote.
I know I’ve been gone far away from the KL life style for a very long time. I’ve been taking a very great escape from the reality. Well, no much comments about us. I don’t know what we are anymore. I’m totally so outdated. I have no idea what happen what’s going on with my best friends lately. I honestly know nothing about them. I actually felt that I’m a loser for losing contact with them. I’m confused. I don’t want to feel this way. I hate feeling. For once, escaping away from this used be the life style of mine is not that good overall.
There’s too much to say. But, I don’t even have the guts to actually tells you guys my feelings towards you all. I can’t fit in you guys well. Seriously, I got bored of those kind of lifestyle you guys having. Clubbing, drinking, late night outing and all, I seriously got very bored of it. But, I don’t know why I am feeling so fkthewhat while you guys don’t ask me out when you guys have something going on. Even though I hate those party place a lot. Weird.
Gin pm-ed me on msn in the early morning. I thought there’s something serious going on or what so I text-ed her after that. And guess to know about that shyte. Sometimes, I really wonder what the fella thinking. I meant like how are you supposed to know shyte when you don’t even want to use your mouth to ask right? So much more to say but I can’t seems to find the right way to speak it out. I don’t want to hurt anyone. So, I guess the best is, keeping quite and let the fella be the innocent. Gin, Mei, Nick, Bei & Ben Ben, no worries, I will hold on tight. I will not just fall because of it. Thanks for bei & Ben Ben, no worries, I will hold on tight. I will not just fall because of it. Thanks for being by my side all these time. I love you guys, hack lot.
In another way, I’m happy because I win her? Well, I knew that all along. I got more mp and I can actually 2 hit at skele. Like woah? Thanks Bei, Shawn, Ben ben & Koko hack lot. Four of them really help me out so much. Especially Bei, she’s the one help me level in the last minutes! Words can’t describe how much I love you. That’s why whenever you call me, I’m excited. And thanks for all the lovely megas. I still need help for the entire skills quest! GEEZ ! Ben ben, Koko & Ian, faster help me complete my quest! Not to forget I did my reviv quest with Ian till 5am+! It’s killing me, really. I’m lack of my beauty sleep, I need to sleep.
I will try not to have any hard feeling towards her, but somehow, it’s weird. I just can’t seem to treat her like how I treat her last time. Perhaps, feelings fade? I don’t know. If only she understand what’s our feeling towards her.
Ohana is not a place of hiding. It’s not when you need it, you come. It’s not. It’s totally wrong for those who have this though on their mind. Ohanians, if anyone out you out there don’t like to be a part of us, you can kindly inform me and you can quit. I really don’t mind. Because it’s not like Ohana can’t afford to lose anyone of you. I can say, if you leave this family, you will never get to feel loved again. I don’t kick peoples out from this family expect for James. As you guys know what he did to me when I’m at Penang. A ditcher, a promise breaker, an idiot.. hmm what else? So, if anyone of you want to quit or what, just inform me. I won’t bite.
Did I put back a nice shout out? Hmmmmm…